How peaceful it is at that time, just before the crack of dawn.
Lately I’m happier. Still tired, still frustrated and worn down, yet good.
I’ve had to start earlier lately so I can collect my 1st beloved from kindy. So I’ve found myself driving in bliss along a near empty freeway most mornings. Talk about therapeutic. It’s down right relaxing really.
I get in with so much quiet time that I regularly sing to myself, merrily tapping away while listening to something on youtube. I’m a silence filler by trade, especially when sharing it with others. But lately I’ve been finding alot of it to myself and I like it.
Recently I read something about thinking in 5d. In my interpretation, it kind of means picturing yourself as the centre of the universe with the far ends of your conciousness expanding to the universes edge (or not edge, maybe it goes on forever). It takes you away from the 3d thinking of the world we live in and helps you to be in tune with a more powerful perspective where you are a vital player and your thoughts and mentality interact with every other thing in existence.
You just grasp the world more intuitively.
I managed to drag myself out of bed on one of these new early morning rises so I could get a run in before work.
I was on the path at 4.30am and it was black. It was incredibly peaceful. The strong repetetive pat of shoes on the tarmac. The glitter of leaves in the lamplights. The soft glow of those multiple lamps, teaming up to participate in the age old dance with darkness. The steady in and out of breath.
It’s a dizzying euphoria when you pull up, slow to a walk, look up and just gaze at the expanses above you.
It’s invigorating to think that by altering your perception, enlarging it and by and by, slowing it, you can visualize each one of those stars giving you power. How you can draw down on their light, so that minor qualms, annoyances and resentments fade in comparison.
It’s a powerful thing to change your perception. To reach out beyond what you can see, hear or feel, and take in the entire scale of your surroundings.
It’s grand, to seek out a higher level of existence, strive for a more contemplative and noble race.
It’s a beautiful contradiction, a paradox.
In light of the knowledge, that the more you simplify, the more things just blow your mind.